WORSHIP TO WILLA 6-Week Private Initiation into the Reign of True Will.
You have collected titles that impress and rituals that once kept you safe, yet your voice still feels diluted by every mentor you ever paid. In quiet moments, you hear it, the muffled pulse of an unclaimed voice asking, “Is this all the truth I’m allowed?”
Paroketh is the veil between a life performed and a life inhabited. Worship to Will guides you across it through six gated rites, each linked to a Major Arcana Path on the Tree of Life. Each week, we lay the old persona to rest, descend for the wisdom you buried, and resurrect the only authority that cannot be borrowed—True Will.
WHY THE VEIL OF PAROKETH?
In Hermetic Qabalah, the Veil of Paroketh hangs between Yesod (the subconscious, patterned self) and Tiphareth (the core of True Will).
Everything below the veil can be adjusted, improved, or therapized, but it is still rearranging furniture in the same old house. Crossing Paroketh demolishes the house and gives you the deed to the land beneath it.
No amount of surface-level coaching, mindset journaling, or “high-frequency” affirmations can deliver this shift, because they operate under the Veil, inside the very framework that needs to dissolve.
Paroketh is the only threshold that moves you from a life performed to a life inhabited as a living altar. Once you cross, the change is irreversible: your decisions rise from marrow, desire carries wisdom inside it, and ordinary moments hum with quiet power.
Founder, Christina Zayas
THE SIX-GATE TRANSFORMATION:
Week I
Monday morning, you open your closet and realize half the clothes belong to an identity you have outgrown. You bag them for donation without a second thought. By Friday, a colleague commented, “You seem lighter.” The air against your skin actually feels different.
Week II
You schedule one hour of intentional quiet—no phone, no soundtrack—just a journal and a cup of tea. At first, the silence is awkward. By the third session, insights arrive unprompted and specific enough to be written as action items. You start blocking these hours in your calendar because productivity rises afterward.
Week III
Dreams get vivid. A childhood memory threads through a morning run and explains a pattern you could never name. You track the sensation in your body, speak it aloud, and watch an old trigger lose its charge during a routine family call.
Week IV
Creative energy surges. You draft a proposal that has lingered in “someday” status for a year. Later that night, desire and intuition feel like the same current; you sense where to invest effort and where to let things unfold.
Week V
A clear directive surfaces while brushing your teeth: send the email, pitch the idea, and say the boundary. You act within the hour, surprising yourself with how natural and decisive the movement feels.
Week VI
Life looks unchanged on the outside—emails, grocery runs, group chat—but the undertone is quiet confidence. Decisions land without second-guessing. Work time clicks into focus, free time actually restores you, and money conversations lose their charge. You notice the body has become an altar; ordinary moments feel consecrated.
When The Sixth Gate Closes Behind You
People read your certainty before you speak. Choices align quickly—the tasks that matter flow; the ones that do not drop away without drama. Nothing about your circumstances is theatrical, yet everything carries more voltage—because you do.
WHAT WORSHIP TO WILL IS
There comes a time when a woman no longer relates to the life she built through performance because it was never made in devotion to her truth. The rituals she once used to stay safe begin to feel like cages. The voice she silenced to keep peace begins to grow louder. The version of herself she once worked so hard to create begins to dissolve in reverence. This is the moment Worship to Will was made for.
This initiation isn’t about becoming someone new. It is about meeting the one who has always been waiting beneath the roles, the personas, the fragments. It’s a sacred unraveling, a ceremonial shedding of what no longer holds you. There is no performance, only presence, and the profound return to the self that no longer fears being fully seen.
This work was born from my own rite of rupture, from the seasons when silence felt safer than truth. From the nights I wept from the weight of pretending I hadn’t already outgrown what I once prayed for. I created this path for the woman who finds herself at that same threshold. The one ready to stop managing her bigness and start honoring her, becoming a living altar to her Will.
Worship to Will is for the woman nothing left to prove and everything left to reclaim.
INSIDE THE RITE
The rite begins in silence. The kind of silence that demands you listen with your whole body. In the first session, we do not rush to fix or define. We begin by honoring the woman you’ve outlived. She is not a mistake or a failure. She is the form you needed to wear before you remembered the one beneath it. And so we begin with the burial, a ceremonial farewell, a whisper of gratitude before she is laid to rest.
From there, we descend into the fertile ground where truth has always waited. Each week becomes a ritual in itself, shaped by the intelligence of your own becoming. Some sessions ask for release, others ask for reclamation. Some meet you in stillness; others awaken the voice that trembles but speaks anyway. The structure is sacred but not rigid. You are not here to follow rules. You are here to be revealed.
This is about what moves through you in the quiet that follows. You will be held between sessions in an intimate, ongoing, and alive space. Your insights, edges, and breakthroughs will not drift into the void. They will be witnessed, gathered, and stored in a private temple designed only for you, a place where the sacred work continues when no one is watching.
By the time we arrive at the final week, something irreversible will have taken place. And truth does not go back to sleep. What rises in you will not be another identity to uphold. It will be the soul of your Will, returned to the throne it never should have left.
THE HIDDEN ARCHITECTURE
Worship to Will isn’t stitched from random rituals; it follows the ancient map of Hermetic Qabalah, and walks six Paths of the Tree of Life, each ruled by a Major Arcana card. These aren’t fortune-telling props; they’re power lines carved by centuries of initiates. As you pass each gate, the corresponding archetype charges the rite:
Death → Hermit → Moon → Lovers/High Priestess → Aeon → Star
Together, they carry you across the Veil of Paroketh from ego-death to devotional rebirth.
Gate I · Mortificatio
Card: Death (XIII)
Letting go of false identities. Ego-decay as sacred compost.
Gate II · Descent into the Hidden Self
Card: Hermit (IX)
Turn the lamp inward and retrieve your untold intelligence.
Gate III · Blood, Memory & the Body
Card: Moon (XVIII)
Dreamwork, ancestral tides, bodily oracle.
Gate IV · Sophia × Babalon
Cards: Lovers + High Priestess
The inner marriage that parts the Veil.
Gate V · Resurrection of True Will
Card: Aeon (XX)
Answer the call that only you can hear.
Gate VI · Crowned in Devotion
Card: Star (XVII)
Purified vision; pouring wisdom back into the world.
THE STRUCTURE OF THE JOURNEY
Week I: Mortificatio — Ritual Burial of the Persona
We begin with the death of the false self. In this opening rite, you’ll give language to the version of you who survived by becoming what others needed. Together, we will prepare her funeral. We’ll name her, grieve her, and lay her to rest through ritual. This is your ceremonial separation from the mask, from the woman who performed her power instead of embodying it. You will not carry her forward.
Week II: Descent into the Hidden Self
This is where the real work begins. Now that the mask has been removed, we descend into the fertile underworld of the hidden self. You will meet the parts of you that were shamed, exiled, forgotten, and misunderstood. You’ll learn how to sit with your own shadows as fragments of your wholeness. This descent is not clean, but it is holy. In this space, you reclaim the full spectrum of who you are, beneath the conditioning and beyond the narrative.
Week III: Blood, Memory & the Body as Oracle
This week is a reclamation of the body’s knowing. You’ll return to your lineage, wounds, and inherited stories through the flesh. The body will speak. The blood will remember. We will work with somatic ritual to access cellular memory and ancestral imprinting, allowing the body to reveal what logic cannot reach. You’ll begin to listen with your skin, breath, and womb. Here is where your body becomes your oracle, where truth is no longer learned. It is felt.
Week IV: Sophia x Babalon — The Holy Union
Two archetypes walk with you now. Sophia is the embodiment of divine wisdom. Babalon is the holy whore who drinks deeply from the chalice of truth. This week is a rite of integration, a sacred marriage of your inner mystic and unapologetic sensual self. You’ll explore what it means to hold wisdom in one hand and raw desire in the other and to allow both to live in your body without shame. Through guided ritual and sacred embodiment, you will no longer choose between your divinity and your power.
Week V: The Resurrection of True Will & Tikkune
This is where you rise; you emerge with clarity around your True Will: the soul-level knowing of what you are here to do, become, and embody. We will work with the sacred principle of Tikkune: repair without re-wounding. This is not about going back. It’s about carrying forward the wisdom of your descent and weaving it into how you now walk, speak, and choose. You will leave behind performance. You will choose alignment over applause. This is resurrection with roots.
Week VI: Crowned in Devotion
Your final rite is not graduation; it is a coronation, a closing ceremony that honors everything you’ve released, everything you’ve reclaimed, and everything you now vow to uphold. We seal the journey so the truth that rose in you cannot retreat. This is where you begin to live from your Will as a state of being. You leave steady, luminous, crowned by your own devotion. You are no longer seeking. You are enthroned in your own Will.
THE CLOSING SEAL
There is a door that only opens from within. You’ve felt it before—the quiet ache, the unspoken knowing, the sensation that something deeper is calling you home. Worship to Will is the echo that reminds you that the answer is always inside you. This is the moment to step through because you are finally ready to be met in the fullness of who you are. This rite is not rushed or mass-produced. It is intimate, deliberate, and alive. It is for the woman who hears the call and cannot unhear it.
When you enter, the work will begin, not in a blaze of transformation but in the sacred unfolding of a truth that no longer wishes to be hidden. You will be seen, supported, and invited into a version of yourself that cannot be abandoned because she was never created to be performed. If you’ve made it here, you already know.
The door is open. The temple is waiting.
THIS IS NOT FOR EVERYONE
If you're looking for a quick fix or a performance-based “glow-up,” this is not the path for you. But if you are ready to sit at the altar of your truth, to be held in your sacred undoing, and to rise without permission, the temple doors are open.
A NOTE FROM CHRISTINA
There was a time when I mistook stillness for stagnation, when I confused silence with shame, when I thought I had to say the right thing, be the right version, and perform the healing just to be safe. And for a while, I did. I built my life on a façade that appeared to be growth. But underneath it, something ancient was starving.
Worship to Will was born from the moment I stopped trying to become and allowed myself to return. It was not beautiful at first. It was dark, grieving, stripping. It was a death I did not expect to survive. But I did. And when I emerged, I knew this work was not just for me. It was for the woman who can feel something holy breaking open beneath her surface. The one who doesn’t want another performance; she wants the truth.
This is that path. I will walk it with you.
— Christina Zayas, Cultesh Founder & Initiatrix
THE DEVOTIONAL COMMITMENT
The investment to enter Worship to Will is $1,111.
A payment plan of 2 monthly payments of $577 is also available.
Worship to Will is not a casual container. It is a rite.
Every application is reviewed with care to ensure this path meets you at the right moment. This is not about readiness in the conventional sense but about resonance, timing, and willingness to be seen in your sacred undoing.
Only five four places are open in this first round to keep the chamber potent.
WHAT YOU RECEIVE
I. Six private 60–90 minute sessions held in sacred space with Christina Zayas
II. A custom, ceremonial approach shaped by your unfolding, not a fixed curriculum
III. Ongoing Voxer support between sessions for real-time integration
IV. A private Notion temple to house your breakthroughs, rituals, and revelations
V. Somatic and spiritual assignments designed to deepen devotion and rebuild self-trust
VI. Witnessing, guidance, and sacred mirroring from a woman who has walked this path
Upon submitting your application, you will receive a confirmation email.
If accepted, a private link will be provided to complete your enrollment.
YOU KNOW IF THIS IS FOR YOU
The descent begins when you say yes. You already know this is the death of the old, the rise of your truth, the reclamation of your Will.
FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS
I. What happens after I apply?
Once your application is received, I will personally review it to make sure this rite meets you where you are. If aligned, you’ll receive a private link to complete your payment and enter the temple. This is an intimate journey, so each woman is chosen with care.
II. When does the 6-week journey begin?
Our time together begins as soon as your payment is confirmed and our first session is scheduled. You’ll receive an onboarding message with suggested ritual prep and access to your private Notion temple before we meet.
III. What if I can’t make one of the sessions?
This is a private experience, which means your schedule is honored. If you need to reschedule a session, we will find another time within the same week to hold your rite. Life happens—devotion doesn’t require perfection.
IV. Do I need prior experience with this work?
No. You only need a willingness to show up honestly. I’ll meet you where you are and guide you from that space. You are not expected to be spiritually fluent—just spiritually ready.
V. Is there a refund policy?
Because this is a sacred and energetic container with limited space, all payments are final. Your “yes” seals the rite. I trust the timing and discernment of each woman who steps forward.
VI. What if I feel called, but scared?
That’s exactly when the rite begins. Fear is not a sign to wait; it’s a sign that something sacred is stirring beneath the surface. Worship to Will is not about confidence. It’s about devotion. The woman who enters doesn’t feel fully ready. She feels the call and says yes anyway. That’s what makes it holy.